Wednesday, May 19, 2004 @ 14:20
number thirteen
hello. darn, the e-mail address that the new zealand kid gave was not available. now i have to wait till the trip starts then i can get to talk to him. tsk. i had a conversation with a classmate of mine after the new zealand trip's meeting. we were walking to the mrt station and talking about all sorts of stuff. then he said something. he said that i was "one lucky ass". why? because i am not involed in all the mumbo-jumbo going on young-adult and some even-younger-adults and kids life nowaday - relationships.
well you can say that liking a person of having a person like you is all so natural at this time of your life. but halt. may i ask all of you out there who has "crushes", what are your priorities now? at this moment of your life? i can say that i am "one lucky ass". really. because i am not involved in all these things. i do not have to worry if the person i like likes me or not. i do not hav to think of a person all day and night. i do not have to live in fear of rejection. in other words, i am free of a problem that all of you out there, who have infatuations, have. i am not burdened by unnecessary problems that have no real meaning at all. look at some of you, you all get depressed, cry, feel sad, all for what? for a person whom you like. what is this? well, some of you might disagree with what i say, but this is true. trust me. for a person who does not get himself involved in all these matters, i am truely free. i am so damn free. you would feel this way, only if you bear to let go of something that you cannot hold on to forever. feel free to comment on this article. bye.
so come on, tell me.