Saturday, October 02, 2004 @ 13:44
number sixty-five
had my priorities re-sorted and re-arranged again. it's still the same. but i have another goal. that is to push those at the top down. down from the spot which they do not deserve. push those that know a lot ouside but nothing inside. get them off their throne which they got easily, i will fight for their removal. those that are not the best will not be the best. the good now shall fall later. they'll fail eventually. they always do and they always will. to make it more obvious, those that have the words etched in their minds. those that study to live, not live to study. those that do notunderstand and feel what they know. those that live off the books but not the world. these people are the top of the chain now, but not for long.
i suppose you all know who you are. and i am not surprised you know. why? you are guilty of what i said. i am not against the way you all learn things, but i am against the fact that you get things without working hard for it. you get it almost for free, if not for a little price. you might say that what you all have done takes time, takes effort, but not as much as the others. however, we are the ones who understand what we learn, not you all. you all never will. but do you care? no. why not? you all are the top, the so-called best, the current winners, the lead in the race. and how do you get to this spot? it is not dishonest or cheating in any way, i agree, but it is nonetheless unfair to the others. those that make more effort than you all.
that's why i am unhappy with the situation now. those that are the top, almost 90% of them do not deserve that spot. once again, i agree that how you study is not wrong, but let me ask you, would a sculptor remember a piece of work he carved 2 years ago, a piece of rock that he eventually sold away for $2? a workpiece that looked the same as all the 2000 workpieces that he had created? NO.
then who would? the sculptor who makes a different workpiece wach time he works. the one who approaches each assignment differently. the one who carves differently.
but his work is not accepted. he stays at the bottom of the market while the other sculptor stays at the top. he is last because he is different. is this fair?
mark my words, i will get you all off that spot, by all means possible. i might not take over that spot but i will make sure it is not any of you.
from this post, do anything sound familiar? are you who i am talking about? you might deny, but you yourself know the truth. you DO memorise, you DO NOT really understand things. you are academically smart, yes i agree. but how much do you know that's outside the text? a lot? a little? or is it
NOTHING?
so come on, tell me.