Thursday, March 03, 2005 @ 21:39
number one hundred and eighteen
let's take a break from the hectic schedule of studying biology, a-maths and having three msn messages at one go to blog.
first of all, there is something wrong with doodle-board. crap piece of junk.
next is the horrible start to my physics "career". 13 for both test is not a good omen. may allah bless all of you to get good physics marks and not go into physics hell and do physics for eternity. but hopefully will get better marks next time, or i will seriously need some help.
next is the issue today. i almost seriously injured some creature. really. do not ever push or shove me when i am not is the best of moods. and i am not in the best of moods thanks to some idiot whom i feel that i do not need to mention. i almost lost it. not a good sign. must learn to contain the rage in me. keep it in and slowly let it out. not all at one go. i might kill him. i sound like some murderous psychopathic killer don't i? i'm not. i'm just pissed.
endure. have to endure through the sec 3 camp. just think of the bonding camp i will be having after that camp. with my platoon-mates. better people than them. not that i'm trying to be ap or anything, but seriously, class is not even as bonded as part. not even after the camp. you all will only enjoy in camp, but you all have not suffered together like we did. you all will not know the true meaning of bonding. so sorry, but it's not having an effect on me.
let alone some people in the class who tries to get all the attention. grow up.
but i'll try to make the best out of the camp, get to know more people, see if there are anybody else like me. few i think. but you never know.
i shall concentrate now. concentrate like i've never done before. for chinese especially. the three years of normal chinese unfairly set upon me to learn within a few short months until october. just for the sake of not wasting my three years of learning higher chinese. well, life's like that. suck it up, fight on.
endure, it will all be over faster than you know it.
and i have limits. don't even attemp to break them.
so come on, tell me.