Sunday, June 19, 2005 @ 22:15
number one hundred and thirty-two
good day. pardon my haitus. hectic schedule for the past few days and the days to come.
specialist course 2005 phase 2 ended with a blast with me being humiliated twice in front of the parade by a fucking female CLT and in front of half the specialist by the bitch's lackey. i don't know what the hell is wrong with telling the maam my reason for not shifting my men while they were in the middle of a goddamned parade rehearsal. the captain said it was a rehearsal, shifting is allowed. fine with me. if the maam told me that i would have done it, but she humiliated me in front of the parade by scolding me and pulling me out and not allowing me to get my award. what the hell.
frankly, i'm damn disappointed with the CLT's performance. portrayed as the best of the best of NCC cadets, i think that that is pure bullshit. we as part-c can show care for fellow cadets while they don;t give shit to people who have a smaller rank than them. damn. look at the three letters on your shoulders. NCC. shit, you're still smaller than a NS recruit, so don't anybody tell me that "i am still a cadet". bloody hell, i'm a NCC cadet and so are you, be it a lance corporal, corporal or a CLT. all the same. we all have NCC on our shoulders. so don't push your bloody authority on me.
but i respect some of them. the other CLT's are real good. and they still live up to the CLT's reputated name, unlike some of their counterparts.
enough of the angry talk. now is homework time. let's see, english is half done, chemistry too, chinese bah, maths will touch it some time later.
school reopens on 27th, damn. i thought it was on the 1st of july.
oh well. have to write about rip van winkle. book report.
buzz.
so come on, tell me.